Colleen Grace

Tue, 23 May 2006 13:54:02 GMT

is anyone else's entries disappearing when you scroll down...but come back up when you scroll up?

Tue, 23 May 2006 13:33:37 GMT

my grades...

ceramics-A

Hollistic Health-A

Math Applications-B

Sociology of Minorities in the US-C

i am flattered by my A. my teacher never likes anything i make.
math applications...i was seriously blessed by this b...considering the fact that in the beginning of the semster i didn't have the book and failed every test. until i got the book then i got 90's.

minorities can screw itself. my teacher was so rough. i wrote a good paper and got a c on it. i emailed her and said i was having trouble finding good topics to write about. she told me tough basically. and then on my paper she said my topics were redundent...hello! i told you that.

ok bye.

Mon, 22 May 2006 22:02:36 GMT

So i got all of my stuff out of the kiln. my stuff was so nice this year. one of my pieces was taken up to a woodfire in Pittsburg. some stuff is from last year i never took pics of.

so here's my stuff...

(picture heavy.)

Woodfire Piece

Inside

Vases

Inside

Tea cups and tea bowls

"metamorphis"

"Flinstone Cups" 2005(because i think the look stone agey)

Decorative Rims 2005

2005

2005

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 01:06:16 GMT

this is the 3rd mental breakdown my mom has had this week...

i seriously just can't even live in the environment any more...

we sat and talked for 45 min the other day as she cried and cried...and today she's spazzed again...and is on the phone with someone else...saying how "fucked up" she is...i can't take it...seriously.

or this.

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 02:55:05 GMT

plan B...

not moving out.

getting my associates from montco. in lovely fine arts. busting my toosh all this summer and fall...be graduated by december. spring and summer...Off....

jeez. someone shoot me now.

too cute

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 00:18:26 GMT

today this boy in open studio was outside carving something into his pot and he was listening to my conversation when i was on the phone talking about how i thought dandelions were cute.

and he was carving clouds but they kept changing on him. but i gave him the idea to do dandelions...

so he made the cup with the dandelion and showed it to me and flipped it over and it had my name on it...

he made it for me...

boys can be so cute.

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 03:51:50 GMT

for a year in june you could safely say that i have been depressed. i'm so fucking sick of it too...but it's just one of those things i can't snap out of. i hate that i live in my house. i hate everything that has happened to my family. i hate money too...it always gives me problems. i'm trying to get my shit together. i'm trying to start working out again and get in shape for dance. and trying to not put evan before everything. and def. cutting back on the drinking. frig. and blah. and ugh.

october 21

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 00:48:04 GMT

So i did my birthday in wikipedia here's what i got.

Death

2003 - Elliott Smith, American musician (b. 1969)

Births

1904 - Patrick Kavanagh, Irish poet (d. 1967)
1959 - Ken Watanabe, Japanese actor

( i didn't know anyone who was born. but everyone was an actor/composer/athlet)

Events

1945 - Women's suffrage: Women are allowed to vote in France for the first time.
1957 - The movie Jailhouse Rock, starring Elvis Presley, opens.
1959 - In New York City, the Solomon R. Guggenheim Museum opens to the public. It was designed by Frank Lloyd Wright.

An extra

In the comic novel Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett, the Earth was born on this day in 4004 BC, within a quarter of an hour of 9 in the morning. This was supposedly because God liked to get things over with early.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 12:47:42 GMT

I don't get this ticket but........ i'm chubby and done with that.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 16:03:35 GMT

i found out yesterday i didn't get accepted to temple.

and well i'm really sad but whatever.

i'm still going to move to the city.

take a year off from school.

take dance classes in the city.

work full time.

Please DO NOT send oh i'm sorry messages

or talk to me about this acurrance.

it hurts a lot and i want to move on.

so we will act like it never happened.

thanx.

fucking depressed.

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 16:23:57 GMT

if dying right now was an option...i'd glady do it.

i just got paid 478 for 2 weeks of work.

im so fucking broke. i work like a fucking dog between work school and dance.

i hate it sooooooooo much.

i do some much and i never have anything for it.

i have credit card debt out my ass because i cant afford anything.

i hate money more than anything.

i make 9.75 an hour and work over 30 hours a week. that's not bad at all.

and i'm broke every week.

UGH.

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:59:49 GMT

so my life in general is not crappy but not the best.

i auditioned for temple on friday. and it went ok...so all that stress is gone.

now getting through the end of the semester is my next thing.

a few days after i got in my accident my brother got in one and was in the hospital and fractured his face. my mother is insane and i can't stand the sight of her anymore.

she's dating this guy across the street and now no one exists to her. i have no mom. she's never here. never spends time with me or my grandmom. or whatever.

she's already talked about moving in with him and selling our house. i seriously can't take it. she's being a moran. and if you are telling me to be happy for her...i hope your parents are divorced too...so you understand.

i don't expect her to be home all the time and im not saying that...but she's always out with him...and is never home. ever. and she expects everything to be freaking fine. it's not. i'm going insane. not really. but i'm so damn angry all the time. i have no idea how to handle any of this. and my dad is always flipping out because we don't call him...but yeah sorry you're a dick.

and 365 mac and cheese sucks.

ps. if something were previously mentioned sorry i didn't read back.

x-posted-xanga.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:57:55 GMT

help me pick.

#1.

#2.

#3.

#4.

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 22:48:57 GMT

does anyone belong to ihearttattoos?

and if you do has it not be updated since the 16th...

i am wondering if i got kicked off or something.

car accidents....lame.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 18:12:13 GMT

lesson to all...when you are at a stop sign and another car is behind you...and a truck is half way up the road...go!...because you and the other person have enough time to go...because then the person behind you maybe not be looking...and smashes into the back of your vehicle...and you supposedly "smash" your face aganist the window...and all your cars are F**ked up...

lesson learned??

good.

kilns and apartments.

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 01:40:32 GMT

so yeah.......things are good. i am happy to report.

the 2 most important things i would like to report are as follows...

1. the 2nd weekend of april...me and this other grrl from my ceramics class...and my teacher...and kids from colleges in ohio and pittsburg...are going to this college that is 2 hours north of pittsburg. while there...we will be camping for an entire weekend. and doing a wood fire. the professors are going to teach us how to load a kiln and work the kiln.

Awesome right?

2. In July or August I will be moving to Philadelphia! i got $1,400 on my tax returns and i am finally an independent by financial aid standards...so with all this $$$ help...i can get a place. my friend Chris will be my roomie. and i am ultra-excited.

you probaly aren't. but you can act like it...jk.

x-posted from my xanga.

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 05:55:54 GMT

it's official.

at the end of this summer. Chris and I are going to be roomies.
We are looking at south or west philly.

i'm excited.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 16:43:56 GMT

i've had enough with credit cards. i have one now. just one besides my best buy card. (that i won't get rid of.) my mom transfered my cards onto another card so i owe 5,000$ on that. and 400$ on my visa. and i just PAID OFF my best buy. and close TWO accounts.

i'm tired of my money going out the damn drain. i'm getting out of this.

one and for ALL.

Ps. those damn credit card people just don't let you win.

they give you like 17 other options to not close your card. and your like didn't i say no thank you like 16 times now?

man.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:02:42 GMT

i have an ear infection and i missed my 1st day of school.

and i am tired of this fever because im either freezing or over heating.

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 16:25:27 GMT

i feel like i need a body detox. i felt like for a while my body is just backed up with crap. and now i'm sick so i proved my theory correct. i want to juice fast or something. i've been drinking apple cider vingear to starting cleaning something.

but gah. i feel gross.

Apple Cider Vinger

Apple Cider Vinger Receipes

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:11:21 GMT

there is huge drama on craftgrrl

and oh yes i started the fire.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:16:02 GMT

these past few days i have been able to stay home more than usual. and i needed it.

i feel as if though i am ready. for the maheim.

Jan. 14- Hatch begins

Jan. 18- School begins

March 17- Temple Audition

it's crazy when the next era of your life begins. i was talking to this guy jeremy at my work today and he's quitting whole foods to work on writing books. and we were talking and he was like im scared. it's so crazy how we settle in one area just for comfort. when that fear of moving on is the greatest feeling. well not really.

but i am about to go places and i know it. being at temple will take my dancing to insane places. with more performances and just going somewhere. i can feel it. no more montco. no more morons 'r' us.

Dear God,

Make the Magic Happen.

Love, Colleen

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 16:35:09 GMT

i went to church last night. and i must say that i miss it.

i wish i had more christian friends my age. everyone i know is like 4-5 years younger than me. and my friends that are my age are to busy to do anything ever. which i completely understand. but sometimes i have to admit i feel akward being around kids all the time that are so much younger than me. i love my young friends. and i'm not saying i don't. but you know. you get it.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 16:58:44 GMT

i don't feel like my hair is growing. like i see roots and then i get my hair touched up...but then...i feel like it's not looking longer.

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 04:50:28 GMT

i dyed my hair.

it's actually dark red. but looks black here.

there is light red in the front.