Colleen Grace

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my grades...

ceramics-A

Hollistic Health-A

Math Applications-B

Sociology of Minorities in the US-C

i am flattered by my A. my teacher never likes anything i make.
math applications...i was seriously blessed by this b...considering the fact that in the beginning of the semster i didn't have the book and failed every test. until i got the book then i got 90's.

minorities can screw itself. my teacher was so rough. i wrote a good paper and got a c on it. i emailed her and said i was having trouble finding good topics to write about. she told me tough basically. and then on my paper she said my topics were redundent...hello! i told you that.

ok bye.

So i got all of my stuff out of the kiln. my stuff was so nice this year. one of my pieces was taken up to a woodfire in Pittsburg. some stuff is from last year i never took pics of.

so here's my stuff...

(picture heavy.)

( Spring 2006 )

this is the 3rd mental breakdown my mom has had this week...

i seriously just can't even live in the environment any more...

we sat and talked for 45 min the other day as she cried and cried...and today she's spazzed again...and is on the phone with someone else...saying how "fucked up" she is...i can't take it...seriously.

plan B...



not moving out.



getting my associates from montco. in lovely fine arts. busting my toosh all this summer and fall...be graduated by december. spring and summer...Off....

jeez. someone shoot me now.

today this boy in open studio was outside carving something into his pot and he was listening to my conversation when i was on the phone talking about how i thought dandelions were cute.

and he was carving clouds but they kept changing on him. but i gave him the idea to do dandelions...

so he made the cup with the dandelion and showed it to me and flipped it over and it had my name on it...


he made it for me...


boys can be so cute.

So i did my birthday in wikipedia here's what i got.

Death

2003 - Elliott Smith, American musician (b. 1969)

Births

1904 - Patrick Kavanagh, Irish poet (d. 1967)
1959 - Ken Watanabe, Japanese actor

( i didn't know anyone who was born. but everyone was an actor/composer/athlet)

Events

1945 - Women's suffrage: Women are allowed to vote in France for the first time.
1957 - The movie Jailhouse Rock, starring Elvis Presley, opens.
1959 - In New York City, the Solomon R. Guggenheim Museum opens to the public. It was designed by Frank Lloyd Wright.

An extra

In the comic novel Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett, the Earth was born on this day in 4004 BC, within a quarter of an hour of 9 in the morning. This was supposedly because God liked to get things over with early.

i found out yesterday i didn't get accepted to temple.


and well i'm really sad but whatever.

i'm still going to move to the city.

take a year off from school.

take dance classes in the city.

work full time.

Please DO NOT send oh i'm sorry messages

or talk to me about this acurrance.

it hurts a lot and i want to move on.

so we will act like it never happened.

thanx.

if dying right now was an option...i'd glady do it.

i just got paid 478 for 2 weeks of work.

im so fucking broke. i work like a fucking dog between work school and dance.

i hate it sooooooooo much.

i do some much and i never have anything for it.

i have credit card debt out my ass because i cant afford anything.

i hate money more than anything.

i make 9.75 an hour and work over 30 hours a week. that's not bad at all.

and i'm broke every week.

UGH.

so my life in general is not crappy but not the best.

i auditioned for temple on friday. and it went ok...so all that stress is gone.

now getting through the end of the semester is my next thing.

a few days after i got in my accident my brother got in one and was in the hospital and fractured his face. my mother is insane and i can't stand the sight of her anymore.

she's dating this guy across the street and now no one exists to her. i have no mom. she's never here. never spends time with me or my grandmom. or whatever.

she's already talked about moving in with him and selling our house. i seriously can't take it. she's being a moran. and if you are telling me to be happy for her...i hope your parents are divorced too...so you understand.



i don't expect her to be home all the time and im not saying that...but she's always out with him...and is never home. ever. and she expects everything to be freaking fine. it's not. i'm going insane. not really. but i'm so damn angry all the time. i have no idea how to handle any of this. and my dad is always flipping out because we don't call him...but yeah sorry you're a dick.

and 365 mac and cheese sucks.



ps. if something were previously mentioned sorry i didn't read back.


x-posted-xanga.

help me pick.

#1.


#2.


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#4.

does anyone belong to ihearttattoos?

and if you do has it not be updated since the 16th...

i am wondering if i got kicked off or something.

lesson to all...when you are at a stop sign and another car is behind you...and a truck is half way up the road...go!...because you and the other person have enough time to go...because then the person behind you maybe not be looking...and smashes into the back of your vehicle...and you supposedly "smash" your face aganist the window...and all your cars are F**ked up...



lesson learned??



good.

so yeah.......things are good. i am happy to report.



the 2 most important things i would like to report are as follows...



1. the 2nd weekend of april...me and this other grrl from my ceramics class...and my teacher...and kids from colleges in ohio and pittsburg...are going to this college that is 2 hours north of pittsburg. while there...we will be camping for an entire weekend. and doing a wood fire. the professors are going to teach us how to load a kiln and work the kiln.



Awesome right?



2. In July or August I will be moving to Philadelphia! i got $1,400 on my tax returns and i am finally an independent by financial aid standards...so with all this $$$ help...i can get a place. my friend Chris will be my roomie. and i am ultra-excited.



you probaly aren't. but you can act like it...jk.

x-posted from my xanga.

it's official.

at the end of this summer. Chris and I are going to be roomies.
We are looking at south or west philly.

i'm excited.

i've had enough with credit cards. i have one now. just one besides my best buy card. (that i won't get rid of.) my mom transfered my cards onto another card so i owe 5,000$ on that. and 400$ on my visa. and i just PAID OFF my best buy. and close TWO accounts.

i'm tired of my money going out the damn drain. i'm getting out of this.

one and for ALL.

Ps. those damn credit card people just don't let you win.

they give you like 17 other options to not close your card. and your like didn't i say no thank you like 16 times now?

man.

i have an ear infection and i missed my 1st day of school.

and i am tired of this fever because im either freezing or over heating.

i feel like i need a body detox. i felt like for a while my body is just backed up with crap. and now i'm sick so i proved my theory correct. i want to juice fast or something. i've been drinking apple cider vingear to starting cleaning something.

but gah. i feel gross.

Apple Cider Vinger

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